Try my best, gain the best!

come back from UK at 27/09/2010, go back to sibu at 08/10/2010.

and today 23/10/2010, i am in kl..

go for 3 interviews before, and i had verbally accept the offer from one of the company.

however, i will attend 2 more interviews in the coming weeks..

bo bian ma...the fresh graduate nowadays like to choose the best career ma..

how to define best? haha..of course, the salary is not reasonable but high...

for me, for sure i demand the higher paid, but the working environment also important to me..

i want learn more, do more and gain more...

never tell my expectation to others...that is i wish my salary reach at least 4000 in 5 years time..

of course my position must be senior...wahaha...am i think too much?

Expectation is always no parallel to the reality..but i will try my best..

'try my best, gain the best' will be my slogan from now on!!

A ZA.....

most upset day in UK

i am happy with my UK life...

even it is coming to the end, but i still appreciate it..

appreciate the every min, every second here..because i know i will never come back here..

but, today i am really upset..the most unhappy day of mine in UK.

I get cheated, get fooled..wonder why i am so STUPID?

feel really sorry to my parents..i waste their money..a huge amount..

study week now..3 more days to exam...i am not ready yet.

the incident spoil my study mood...i want my study mood back...

I WANT MY STUDY MOOD BACK....

Trip 6: Cycling in Peak District

Last Sunday 25/7, went to the UK national park: Peak District..

didnt join any tour, but plan the trip ourself..

do some research before that, schedule the time and attraction point..

we know the peak district is very big, but we didnt expect the places we planned to visit also very far way from each other..the maps shows the 2 places is so so near...but end up, we need to walk for almost 1 hours from bus drop-off point to reach the destination..

it so tired, BUT i am so ENJOY..HAHA.....

but end up, we only able to visit one places which is Upper Derwent Valley..

Upper Derwent Valley is big as well, consists of 3 reservoirs which are ladybower, derwent and howden..

i wish to reach to the most upper part, where the king's tree is located..but the time is limited, so.... haiz...

anyway, is a chance to close to natural environment..not being polluted..

fresh air..i feel so healthy..

hire a bike, cost me 12pound..it so expensive,around Rm60 for 4 hours only..

ride from fairholmes (places we hire the bike) downward to ladybower res. and bek to fairholmes again...dont look down at the distances, it takes more than 2 hours for us..(of cos sometimes we will stop to take photo and rest la)...

my ass is so pain...the seat for the bike is not comfortable...

anyway, quite happy and enjoy...

Dam/reservior (look like castle)

my head is too big

walk, walk, walk..endless

on the way...

As mentioned in previous post, i am now in UK-Sheffield..

and i had visited many many places..

here, i post with some photos at different places..

sorry, cant post every photo, because it is so so many..

and i confirm it is damn nice..ENJOY....

Trip 1: York

jump..jump...jump...

the shorter entrance..

national railway museum

Trip 2: Stonehenge & London

act cool ^.^''

Tower bridge, unreachable

police with horse....

westmister..hate this bridge (kissed by an auntie, lucky not on my lips)

people mountain people sea

london eye.....

stonehenge (my friend said i am with cancer look)

sunrise....big big yolk

tell u, it is really really cold.....

condom dispenser machine at toilet

Trip 3: Scarborough & Whitby

hey, why i look so...!!!

crowed by visitor...queued to buy world famous fish and chip..n its taste so so..

so handsome..haha

Trip 4: Wales (Cardiff city center, cardiff bay, rhossili bay, 3 cliff bay)

SEAL.....

nice background

rhossile bay is so awesome

beauty beach.,

Cardiff bay..

wales millennium centre

carfiff city hall?

Trip 5: Liverpool

i like those houses at the back...

Albert dock at liverpool

chinatown at liverpool.. no even one shop is open..

i am back..

yes, i am back..back to blogspot..
how long i didnt update my blog?
everytime when i wish to write something down, but feel no motivated to do so...haiz..
actually i wish to write down or even record down everything happen in my life..so that i can review it when i am old..hehe

Well, where am i now?
SHEFFIELD, ENGLAND, UK.
Why am i here?
study and have fun...

yup, i flew for so many hours from malaysia..and i already been here for almost 2 months..
i have my own room here..with toilet somemore..all facilities provided..(because i paid it)
Living here really cost me a lots..
and u know, i love SHOPPING..even worst, the summer sales are mad here..
keep telling myself need to control, but end up..buy and buy..
besides shopping, travelling...my favourite..
went to York, Stonehenge, London, Whitby, Scarborough, liverpool, cardiff, Rhossili bay, 3 cliff bay so far...it really enjoy...
its so amazing, i cant believe i can travel to those places at my age..
of course, need to say a loud 'thanks' to my lovely dad..he paid everything i spent.
soemtimes i will fell very very guity, but the guity feeling wont last longer...haha
Among all the places i went so far, Rhossili bay is gorgeous...
a natural place havent been polluted..blue sky and sea..and i saw SEAL....so impressed...

Eii, am i come here to study? ^.^
of course, but enjoy my life here is also very important...
the excuse i gave was: i will never come here in the rest of my life..this is the farer places i travel to, therefore, i MUST enjoy...

prior departure 3 hours + KLIA - Abu Dhabi (7 hours) + Abu Dhabi - Manchester (8 hours) + Manchester airport - Sheffield hostel (2++ hours)..that y i look so ugly...

explore sheffield

What is CNY?

i am no more young, not a child anymore..
when i am "small", i use to enjoy the cny, especially the moment to receive the ang pao.
but when grow older, the cny is fully utilise for gathering with friends..
now, cny is just a public holidays to me, nothing special..
understand that friend wont together with u forever...
when u out with either fren, u r REQUIRED to call out other friends! if not, the one not been called will most probably angry with u, thought that u dont want fren with them anymore..
Only 1 word from me to those act like this ---- CHILDISH!
honestly, human r selfish, want every friends put them in the first place (i mean among the friend list)...but the reality is always not as what u prefered!
Wake up, my friends..How old r u already?

time will prove everything

Finally, i am willing to update my blog..
even i know no one will read and because also i didnt tell anyone regarding my blog..
actually, this is not consider a blog, just a place for me to express my feeling and point of view ( not one is interested with the thing happen to me)
yup, i am not that "famous". i got lots of friends but how many can considered as good and understand me?
sometimes friends are just an apparatus for u to achieve something, to do something? Dont you agree?
That why, friendship is another toughest issue in our life. recently, one of my good friend not happy with my another good friend.. they do not quarrel, just not happy with each other..
i, as the middle person, do nothing.. i dont want to stand beside one party and make another party not happy. i just want simple simple relationship among friends..is that so difficult?
Yup, is very very difficult..everyone born to be differ with each other..reinforced by the background, educational level, personal characteristics and attitude..for sure they will have different opinion.. So, waht i can do is to let the time prove everything.

Yup, i admit. i am not a good friend..because i got hide my true side from them.. i just dont want them to know my actual side.. because i just dont want to be "naked" in front of them.. As mentioned before, i always believe TIME WILL PROVE EVERYTHING.. when the timing is appropriate, they will know what i am hiding from them.

Finish my tertiary study in kl..graduate my advanced diploma (waiting for the result)
will attending the top-up programme to top up my advanced diploma to degree in the end of this year..time pass so fast..i cant except i am going to work in the end of 2010..i need to prepare entering my career's life...wondering and worrying whether i can make it? same thing, let time prove.

at hometown, sibu currently..waiting for the chinese new year, waiting for the time to pass...
in other term, i am wasting my time by do nothing. time is so precious and yet i waste it..but i just dont know what i can do here..besides watch tv, facebooking, gaming, what else?

so miss my study life..Human is like that...so UNPREDICTABLE!