Holidays!!!!

Damn tired today..
Accompany my best friend- Mr. Ah Kiong...
shopping at Mid-valley, The garden, petaling street...
talk a lots, eat a lots, gossip a lots, and sure my weight gain a lots too...haiz...
Human is sucks..
when busying with study or work, hope for holidays;
when enjoying their holidays, look for matter to busy with..
WTF!
Actually, want to buy lots of thing..but control myself..save money to buy gift for dad and mum...
And i try to save my own money..for a purpose..
even i know, it doesnt help lots and may not be turn into reality..but at least i try..
yup, i have to try...i dont want waste my life...

追求的是？

刚刚看了某人的blog, 让我想了许多！
我真的甘心让我的一生平平凡凡的过吗？
我记得曾几何时，我告诉自己人生不要白过，
可是走过了人生二十一的年头，回想起之前走过的路，才知道都是白过的！
时间一去不返，我可以做些什么呢？
读了三年自己没有很喜欢的科目，虽然是读的不错，可是就是少了那一份喜悦。
自己不开心，就算读得再好也没用！
人生在世追求的不过就是一份简简单单的喜悦，兴奋吗？
不知现在去追求，会太慢吗？

End of exam!

The end of exam = start of holidays = start of the boring and meaningless days
first activity: Genting Highlands with my gang... not so exciting because had been there for few times already.
Second: unknown, perhap shopping?
Third: unknown, perhap meet friends?
Fourth: coming Cameran Highland trip with bebe... anticipating, never been there and also the first trip with bebe..hope everything go smooth...
Now watch drama, animation to pass the boring and the meaningless days..
impossible to take out the note to start doing the assignment and thesis...
haha....

very confusing!

before the day,
i know what i want...
i know what i look for...
i know what i need...
i know what my heart...
BUT
after the day,
i lost, totally lost...

My ANGLE appears when i am down....

Long time didn't update my blog already... many things happen...
finish all the assignments, submit part 1 of the thesis, gone through exam for 4 subjects and one more to go...
this afternoon, having the fourth exam, don't know what i am writing, just 'hamtap' everything...
and feel less and less confident...
this semester, i feel my confident and courage just left me behind...
serious thing happen to my friend...feel sorry for not find him...many things block my ways to do so..
all and all made my mood down, feel upset, frustrated...almost lost my way...
but luckily, because of YOU, has change my life...
u appear at the right time
listen to my problem and guide me like the thesis;
cry in front of you when i feel upset;
encourage and support me in everything;
care me when i feel i am needed;
make me no more alone;
i feel so sweet!
i dont know what we will become in the future, but i appreciate now...
i believe, a good way is waiting for us to go through..even with all those disturbance...
NICE TO HAVE U IN MY LIFE!