What is CNY?

i am no more young, not a child anymore..
when i am "small", i use to enjoy the cny, especially the moment to receive the ang pao.
but when grow older, the cny is fully utilise for gathering with friends..
now, cny is just a public holidays to me, nothing special..
understand that friend wont together with u forever...
when u out with either fren, u r REQUIRED to call out other friends! if not, the one not been called will most probably angry with u, thought that u dont want fren with them anymore..
Only 1 word from me to those act like this ---- CHILDISH!
honestly, human r selfish, want every friends put them in the first place (i mean among the friend list)...but the reality is always not as what u prefered!
Wake up, my friends..How old r u already?

time will prove everything

Finally, i am willing to update my blog..
even i know no one will read and because also i didnt tell anyone regarding my blog..
actually, this is not consider a blog, just a place for me to express my feeling and point of view ( not one is interested with the thing happen to me)
yup, i am not that "famous". i got lots of friends but how many can considered as good and understand me?
sometimes friends are just an apparatus for u to achieve something, to do something? Dont you agree?
That why, friendship is another toughest issue in our life. recently, one of my good friend not happy with my another good friend.. they do not quarrel, just not happy with each other..
i, as the middle person, do nothing.. i dont want to stand beside one party and make another party not happy. i just want simple simple relationship among friends..is that so difficult?
Yup, is very very difficult..everyone born to be differ with each other..reinforced by the background, educational level, personal characteristics and attitude..for sure they will have different opinion.. So, waht i can do is to let the time prove everything.

Yup, i admit. i am not a good friend..because i got hide my true side from them.. i just dont want them to know my actual side.. because i just dont want to be "naked" in front of them.. As mentioned before, i always believe TIME WILL PROVE EVERYTHING.. when the timing is appropriate, they will know what i am hiding from them.

Finish my tertiary study in kl..graduate my advanced diploma (waiting for the result)
will attending the top-up programme to top up my advanced diploma to degree in the end of this year..time pass so fast..i cant except i am going to work in the end of 2010..i need to prepare entering my career's life...wondering and worrying whether i can make it? same thing, let time prove.

at hometown, sibu currently..waiting for the chinese new year, waiting for the time to pass...
in other term, i am wasting my time by do nothing. time is so precious and yet i waste it..but i just dont know what i can do here..besides watch tv, facebooking, gaming, what else?

so miss my study life..Human is like that...so UNPREDICTABLE!